now.”她一點畏懼也沒有,直視他的眼睛,答道。
“You are brave.”
她沒說話,ice也走開了。
“She doesn't get along well.”ice對管方偉說道。
管方偉倒不在乎,接著說:“She is pure. I don't like to talk to mature adults…but you.”
“oK.have a good time.”
ice把他推進來便走了。
二人面面相覷都不說話,他被盯得不好意思了,把臉轉了過去。
“why did you e to my room?”她問道。
“I am bored.”
“my name is hope.”
“what a hopeful name!”
“would you like to appreciate my dolls?”
“my pleasure.”
她跳下床,在床底下拉出一個破舊的紙箱,然後從中拿出三個精緻的洋娃娃放在他腿上,一雙大眼睛看著他,等待著他的誇獎。
他拿起洋娃娃,仔細觀察了起來。
每一個都擦得很乾淨,有兩個娃娃的頭髮已經被梳禿了,三個娃娃的衣服上都有血漬、破洞和縫補。
“they are all very delicate. You protect them very well.Yes?”
“they were my mother for my birthday.”
“Your mother chose it very carefully. She must loves you deeply.”
“I miss her.”
“what happened?”
“I don't know.but all of my parents were dead.”
他本來想接著問,但看她年紀這麼小,肯定啥也不懂,知道父母雙亡對她打擊已經夠大了,他也不願再讓她回想起傷心往事。
可她講起話卻像久經風霜的小老太,她告訴管方偉自己的壽命也不長了,她之前裝睡聽到了醫生說她的病情,但她覺得無所謂。一來她都家破人亡了,自己這麼小,也不知道即使身體健康出院了,能去哪裡、能做什麼;二來她也沒錢,醫院也不會白白給她做手術,給她提供一個住宿已經很仁慈了;三來……她沒有再說下去了,而是低頭把玩娃娃的頭髮。
聊天期間,他走神了一次,瞥見了ice半個身影在外面,他知道ice對自己放心不下,好在聽了一會就走了,也對,一個小女孩能有什麼能力把自己拯救出去呢!?
趁著她上廁所的功夫,他謹慎地開啟了護士小姐遞來的紙條,上面也沒文字,像是一個小型地圖,出發點也不知道在哪,終點畫著一個五角星……他不能理解她想表達什麼。
但護士小姐總不會平白無故給自己送張紙條,畫著奇形怪狀的圖畫,她這麼做一定有她的道理!等明天她來,一定要問問她。